You're not an almost lover.

I was listening to the song almost lover, and there is a line that says:
I never wanna see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me.
It made me think of the guys of my past.
Zac: We never dated but we were in love. In the middle of it he told me a girl had gotten him to say things he shouldn't have. After that he told me he didn't love me as much anymore. We fought about him giving me more time. I was something that came last or close to it a lot in his life.
Jake: Told me he loved me. We had a thing. He had a thing with at least 5 other girls at the same time.
Bennett: He told me he liked me. We hooked up twice. He almost never talked to me.
Isaac: We actually dated. He was manipulative and would at times make me feel bad about myself, and was pushy. He constantly tried to get me to go farther than I wanted to.
Looking back on all that isn't really painful anymore because of what I have now. These more or less highlight the bad parts of my "dealings" with each guy, but even when these guys treated me the best they ever did, it doesn't hold a candle to how Josh treats me. I'm not just saying all this because of my feelings for Josh. Even my parents, and sisters notice. He would never want to see me unhappy. Let alone cause me unhappiness. It's nice to not have an almost lover for once. Thank you.