A Randy moment...

Yup, I'm a terrible ninja, I get distracted to easily and make to much noise

He is not as bad as he thinks :)

Alright mission accomplished, my tummy is full now I gotta get outta here before they catch me and eat me

Oh randy :)

Its all up in the air...but that's okay.

Yeah there are those moments when I just want it to work out for us, but you know what if it's meant to then I guess it will, if not then I will find someone who is just as good for me or maybe even better. I just want that feeling of being in love and having someone to care about me that much, but you know what, give me a good song and my memories of those feelings and I'll be fine :) Least till that day I'm standing in the temple with him, whoever he turns out to be, and I'll know in that moment that I will never have to worry about this again!

I'm not sure what to think...

It feels like you are changing right there in front of me and there is nothing I can do...your standing right there and all I want to do is to reach out, pull you in and make you mine all mine... But then I realize that mostly likely it would not work out. but that chance... Keeps me right there... Right in front of you. Just waiting and hoping, wondering if you'll ever love me again like you did...

A Randy moment...

I guess I gotta do my snow dance if it doesn't snow soon.

Yeah, its not really a dance its more like me jumping up and down begging for it to snow

He would :)

I hate this!

Last week: missed three days of school out of five. Was sick with some kind of virus. Nose so stuffy I couldn't breathe. Throat was killer and just felt like crap sooooooooo achy. Over the three days I was sick I lost 4 pounds.

Exactly a week later: Sick with this stomach virus that’s been going around. It comes in waves, and when I do throw up my stomach cramps so bad! And after that "wave" I'm left sitting on the bathroom floor literally covered in a layer of sweat, so hot, very shaky and ghost white. So I grab a tissue you wipe the sweat and tears (I'm not crying I guess it's just because the cramping is so bad, I'm not really sure) away from my face and go get back in bed. Staying home from school today and tomorrow (last day before Christmas break). And my friend had this and she lost 10 pounds....

End results: losing a good amount of weight (which I'll probably gain back over Christmas), feeling extremely weak, and missing that much school over two weeks... IM SO SCREWED! Especially since there is the nice long Christmas break, so I'll probably forget around that I'll need to know to make up tests and quizzes.

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when...you at lunch and your lunch table is talking about how the Lamarra boys "get" the girls with big butts and I lean over to Natalia and whisper I went out with Joe (Lamarra) remember...and she starts laughing...

Love this!

"Noah wrote Ally 365 letters,
I think you can send me a text message."

A Randy moment...

oh! did you know if you get your name and make the "k" and the "t" switch places it spells the word "take"!!!

hahaha oh randy :)

Christmas shopping...

My mom told me that christmas shopping is suppose to be fun and enjoyable. Well its never that way for me! I just always want to get it down and over with! Oh well...

Some of the best moments

Some of the best moments in life are when you feel everything is just going okay, because things arent bad and things arent so good that you feel like its to good to be true. So life is going okay for me and right now thats how I want it to be :)

A quote from my other man aka Cash

"Good grief! Traffic... "
This kid is five Hahaha so cute :)

Where's Superman when you need him?

This week has been horrible. I have felt like just curling up in a ball and crying almost every day this week. Worse part is it's not over yet. So far I have been in two I guess you could call them fights with my best friend. Starting to notice more of her bad side. I wish she would just trust me, because I can't help but feel this would have all been avoided if she would trust me more. And on top of that one guy that I really like has said all of like 5 words to me the whole week, mind you we see each other every day, he just rather talk to Aaron (a guy and hardly his bff) then me...thanks! And whenever I text him? Nothing. Yeah you like me. Okay, sure. And on top of that I just have felt that I'm annoying people and that no one wants to be around me. Great feeling let me assure you. Please just let this week be over.

A Randy moment...

For mutual we were building ginger bread houses and I got bored so I decided to decorate myself. I put frosting on my face, put some sprinkles on the frosting and put a red gum drop on my nose. I was a real ginger bread man!

I hope he makes you laugh as much as he makes me laught! :)

Confused...

I like two guys...last time I checked they both liked me... yet both of them don't talk to me. I'm like wait...what?

A Randy moment...

I drew a face on a rock and my family and I spent about 25 minutes naming our new family member. His name is Fredrick.

I love this kid! :)

A Randy moment...

A randy moment is something that randy told me he did that I think is hilarious because it seems that I find his life very funny :) so here is the first!
I just took a shower in the complete dark just for fun, haha I dropped the bar of soap and couldn't find it for like 5 minutes.

Procrastination...

I am so bad at procratinating! For example last monday night I procrastinated doing this thing for my teaching week all weekend and there for stayed up soooooo late monday night doing it. It didnt help that I'm also kind of a perfectionist. So now I have procrastinated writing this 6 page paper till today...why do I do this to myself?!?!