Why. Just why.

I love having mental break downs about how I don't have a social life because I don't have any plans for tonight. All my friends that would hang out with me live to far away for a school night. All my friends around where I live already have plans and no one invited me. Jenna (who I thought was my best friend not so sure anymore) knows this and is just like sucks to suck, and is ditching me to go to our other friends house, when we've hung out together on Halloween the past two years. All this is just freaking magnified because I'm pmsing again because my stupid period can't decide when to come, and just ends up putting me through hell for half the month. OH and I have a butt load of school work because I missed almost the whole week last week after my surgery, and midterms are next week. FML.