Nooooooo....

School starts in four days and its not that I'm dreading going back, I'm okay with school. I mean don't get me wrong summer is a thousand times better, but the only reason I don't want it to start again so soon is because I still have to get my summer work done. It's horrible. I still have four pages of math packet to do, which is slow going since I have forgotten everything. I also have 9 short answer questions to answer about a book I read. Which wouldn't be a problem but the questions are just stupid. Since you could pick which book out of two to read, the questions have to be general and I looked at them and for the most part don't really make sense or would be hard to answer with the book I read. Well I guess I just have to push through and get it done....

Self control...over rated

Sometimes I hate having to have self control. My sister is over for dinner, which I can hardly tolerate her. But. It's not only her but her moron of a boyfriend is over too. I'm currently listening to them talk to my grandma (who is gullible) and I just wanna go over and kick him in the nuts. That's how much he annoys me. I can't really explain why or how, but he is just so stupid! Maybe he just annoys me so much because I have a very strong dislike for the guy, but yet I don't think thats it. Sure maybe it increases it, but I think the guy is still a complete moron. Then again so is my sister. Yet I sit here and be nice and polite. Self control is so over rated... HELP ME!

IM SORRY!

So I'm at the beach and I have horrible connection and thats why I haven't posted anything lately. So I promise when I get back from the beach I'll post more.

life's little plessures :)

So I dont often wear sunglasses, because honestly half of the time I have no idea where they are, but when I do wear them everything just seems cooler! I have just come to the conclusion that life is better watching it happen through sunglasses :)

Something about you...

I don't know how you do what you do
'Cause everything that don't make sense about me
Makes sense when I'm with you

Best. Day. Ever.

So I went on a date with Josh on monday and it was utterly and completely AMAZING! It was a double date with his twin brother who happens to be dating one of my best friends, Liz (just saying they are so freakin cute together). It was at her house and we went on a picnic in her yard under this cute little tree. Josh decided to climb the tree, and then he pulled me up so I could be with him. He kissed me in the tree. We took the boys on a scavenger hunt, during which me and him were standing on some pavement without shoes on. The pavement was really hot, so Josh just picks me up and carries me over to the grass. Isn't he adorable?! So after that Josh and I went and chilled in her tree house. We just sat up there and talked. And kissed a little too :) We all went swimming after that in her pool. I got completely wet and then chased Josh around trying to hug him. Eventually I got him. We both got in the pool then and he carried me around the pool and kissed me. He at one point picked me up and threw me off the diving board and then jumped in after me, going right over my head. We had a lot of fun just being silly and playing around with each other. I was so sad when they had to leave, but it was an awesome day. oh and he gave me one of his shirts. Its huge on me, and I love it! After the boys left, Liz and I went and got ice cream from this cute little place near her house. A pretty good ending to an almost perfect day :)

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when I'm skyping with Josh and I accidently call my ex boyfriend and leave him a 5 minute voicemail.... So him and I are skyping when I look down at my phone to see a miss call from my ex. I text him and asked why he just called me, and then thats when he told me that I had accidently called him and left him a 5 minutes voicemail of Josh and I skyping.... why do these awkward situations always happen to me?!

oh hey...

So I realized that most you don't know anything about me except for bits and pieces of my love life and random and sometimes awkward moments from the rest of my wonderful life. This is because most of you don't know me. Most of you are complete strangers to me. Honestly though I like it that way, because then I can write whatever I want and not worry about what people think. So here we go a little bit about me and my life. So I am a teenage girl from boring Pennsylvania. I am Mormon or LDS if you will. I love the church. It is great. I am the third and last child of my family. Also the only one at home still. I have two older sisters 25 and 30. One has trouble with drugs and is still trying to get on her feet, and is currenting living in the basement of her boyfriend's parent's house. The other one is happily married which three freakin adorable kids, who I have mentioned before. She unfortunitly has a lot of medical problems, if I listed them I'm sure most of you wouldn't know what half of them are, but she's okay. Anyway so yeah it's just me and my parents at home now. I don't play any sports (boring I know). I play piano a little bit, and besides that don't really have any hobbies. I have a cat named Missy, she's pretty cute. I had a cat named Sabrina who was my baby, but she passed away. There are a few earlier posts about her. I also have Josh, and he's really cute :) Yep so that's my lovely life in a nutshell.

New and I like it :)

So normal I don't like new things. I mean like most people, I don't like change, but I was thinking that it was time for a change. On my blog because that's about all I can handle :) So I hope everyone likes it!

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when you are sitting in the doctors office and all the sudden your flipflop breaks...in the middle of the doctors office. So I have to walk back to the room with one shoe...and then out of the doctors office....and to the car... Its time for some new shoes :)

It's fun being Mormon :)

So today I went on a really funny date! And because I'm Mormon I just went on a double date with my three really good friends. So we went and got Rita's and that was yummy :) Then we went and hung out at the mall (because we couldn't do our previse plan) and so we are just walking around going in different stores and having fun. Then suddenly we see a kids Gap and my friend makes a joke that I could still fit in their clothes, long story short. I can. Then we found a photo booth and all four of us piled in. It was crazy and funny (fyi photo booths are my new love :) and of course whenever we were in the car we blasted the music and sang along. Overall great day! Butttt I can't wait to go on another date with Josh :)

Sooo he's kinda like super adorable :)

Soooo the guy whos my age that I just posted about, his name is Josh. He is amazing. I love his smile and his laugh, not to mention his like really hot :) He is such a gentlemen, and the sweetest boy you will ever meet. He has a great sense of humor, and he loves my height, which is kinda a big deal to me :) He also like a lot things about me that I dont like about me, and he tells me I'm beautiful all the time! and I mean come on how much better can you get!? Overall he is the guy I've been looking for for awhile. :)

Chick Flick Worthy!

Sooooo you guys remember my guy thats my age that I talked about early? Well we have a thing now and it's kind of awesome :) Anyway so the other day he was over my house and we kissed for the first time! And it was freakin adorable! It. Was. Chick Flick Worthy! So heres what happened :) Me and him were sitting on the swings just talking and I told him something about how whenever guys have a choice between two girl and I'm one of them, they pick the other girl. So he sat there for a second and thought about that and then he looks at me and says "well I choose you" and he leaned in and kissed me :) and it was perfect!