Feeling the love :)

I totally thought today was going to horrible day, was completely in that mind set. Then in the car on the way to seminary, the bishop (my ride to seminary) was playing some like church youth music. The one song was about the tender mercies of the lord, and how when your having a bad he can make you feel better, and I was thinking well gosh I sure need that. Looking back now I realize that I said a little prayer in my  mind and heart that he would help me to not have a sucky day...and he definitely blessed me with a tender mercy. Feeling the love :)

I love us!

Jenna and I decided that we are both going to get xboxes, and play modern warfair together! I can see it now....
Me: Jenna you just killed yourself... AWESOME!
Jenna: Did you see it, did you see it??? WASN'T IT SO AWESOME?! CAN I KILLYOU NOW?!?! 
Me: SURE!
BOOM!
Me: Now we are both dead...
Both of us: SWEET!!!!!

The next day... we actually decide to take it seriously... I kill Jenna by mistake...
Me: I'm sorry jenna!
Jenna:...
Me: jenna?????
Jenna:....

*door bell*

Me: Oh hey jenna! Wait how'd you get over here?

*Jenna shouting profanities while proceeding to try to kill me*

Jenna: Okay, I'm good now :)
Me: ...  love you too...

Break Through!

So I always find myself in those moments where I'm thinking I miss him. But I've come to the realization that I don't miss HIM. I miss being in love, and I mean honestly who wouldn't? But I also have to realize that he was my first love after all, so he will always be in a little piece of my heart, but he didn't take that little piece. I still have it; it just will forever belong to him. Though once I find that ONE, he might be able to win back that little piece. Who knows, well currently not me. I just need to relax and enjoy my life as it happens and not worry about the past or the future, because life doesn't have a rewind or fast forward button. I just gotta buckle up and enjoy the ride. And as far as boys go their are plenty of cute ones out there. :)

It really isn't that complicated...

Guys always complain that girls are soo complicated... but we really aren't... all we want is FOR YOU TO ACTUALLY TALK TO US!!!

So my conclusion is guys are just stupid...but we all already knew that.

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when I eat more then my two sixteen year old guy cousins....
Hahaha and that's because they barely ate anything... haha

Awkward moment of the day!

The awkward moment when... you want to talk to someone so bad, but you want them to text you first so you know they want to talk to you too. But they are a boy so that's never going to happen... :P

The great knowledge I get from my friends...

So on Tuesday I learned that there is boy crazy and then there is boy flirty. The difference being that if your boy crazy you chase the boys and if your boy flirty you let them chase you. Apparently I'm boy flirty, which sounds good to me because it sounds like less work ;)

Those moments...

Every now and then when that sad song comes on, my mind goes straight to you, and I'm reminded that why I may have gotten on with my life and you no longer a part of it, you still walked away holding a small piece of my heart.

My man! :)

First hair cut!

My sister said he wouldn't sit still, so its not perfect. Sounds just like him :)

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when... your walking down the hallway talking out the trash, and you see your underwear just lying on the floor in the middle of the hallway...