A Randy moment...

Yup, I'm a terrible ninja, I get distracted to easily and make to much noise

He is not as bad as he thinks :)

Alright mission accomplished, my tummy is full now I gotta get outta here before they catch me and eat me

Oh randy :)

Its all up in the air...but that's okay.

Yeah there are those moments when I just want it to work out for us, but you know what if it's meant to then I guess it will, if not then I will find someone who is just as good for me or maybe even better. I just want that feeling of being in love and having someone to care about me that much, but you know what, give me a good song and my memories of those feelings and I'll be fine :) Least till that day I'm standing in the temple with him, whoever he turns out to be, and I'll know in that moment that I will never have to worry about this again!

I'm not sure what to think...

It feels like you are changing right there in front of me and there is nothing I can do...your standing right there and all I want to do is to reach out, pull you in and make you mine all mine... But then I realize that mostly likely it would not work out. but that chance... Keeps me right there... Right in front of you. Just waiting and hoping, wondering if you'll ever love me again like you did...

A Randy moment...

I guess I gotta do my snow dance if it doesn't snow soon.

Yeah, its not really a dance its more like me jumping up and down begging for it to snow

He would :)

I hate this!

Last week: missed three days of school out of five. Was sick with some kind of virus. Nose so stuffy I couldn't breathe. Throat was killer and just felt like crap sooooooooo achy. Over the three days I was sick I lost 4 pounds.

Exactly a week later: Sick with this stomach virus that’s been going around. It comes in waves, and when I do throw up my stomach cramps so bad! And after that "wave" I'm left sitting on the bathroom floor literally covered in a layer of sweat, so hot, very shaky and ghost white. So I grab a tissue you wipe the sweat and tears (I'm not crying I guess it's just because the cramping is so bad, I'm not really sure) away from my face and go get back in bed. Staying home from school today and tomorrow (last day before Christmas break). And my friend had this and she lost 10 pounds....

End results: losing a good amount of weight (which I'll probably gain back over Christmas), feeling extremely weak, and missing that much school over two weeks... IM SO SCREWED! Especially since there is the nice long Christmas break, so I'll probably forget around that I'll need to know to make up tests and quizzes.

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when...you at lunch and your lunch table is talking about how the Lamarra boys "get" the girls with big butts and I lean over to Natalia and whisper I went out with Joe (Lamarra) remember...and she starts laughing...

Love this!

"Noah wrote Ally 365 letters,
I think you can send me a text message."

A Randy moment...

oh! did you know if you get your name and make the "k" and the "t" switch places it spells the word "take"!!!

hahaha oh randy :)

Christmas shopping...

My mom told me that christmas shopping is suppose to be fun and enjoyable. Well its never that way for me! I just always want to get it down and over with! Oh well...

Some of the best moments

Some of the best moments in life are when you feel everything is just going okay, because things arent bad and things arent so good that you feel like its to good to be true. So life is going okay for me and right now thats how I want it to be :)

A quote from my other man aka Cash

"Good grief! Traffic... "
This kid is five Hahaha so cute :)

Where's Superman when you need him?

This week has been horrible. I have felt like just curling up in a ball and crying almost every day this week. Worse part is it's not over yet. So far I have been in two I guess you could call them fights with my best friend. Starting to notice more of her bad side. I wish she would just trust me, because I can't help but feel this would have all been avoided if she would trust me more. And on top of that one guy that I really like has said all of like 5 words to me the whole week, mind you we see each other every day, he just rather talk to Aaron (a guy and hardly his bff) then me...thanks! And whenever I text him? Nothing. Yeah you like me. Okay, sure. And on top of that I just have felt that I'm annoying people and that no one wants to be around me. Great feeling let me assure you. Please just let this week be over.

A Randy moment...

For mutual we were building ginger bread houses and I got bored so I decided to decorate myself. I put frosting on my face, put some sprinkles on the frosting and put a red gum drop on my nose. I was a real ginger bread man!

I hope he makes you laugh as much as he makes me laught! :)

Confused...

I like two guys...last time I checked they both liked me... yet both of them don't talk to me. I'm like wait...what?

A Randy moment...

I drew a face on a rock and my family and I spent about 25 minutes naming our new family member. His name is Fredrick.

I love this kid! :)

A Randy moment...

A randy moment is something that randy told me he did that I think is hilarious because it seems that I find his life very funny :) so here is the first!
I just took a shower in the complete dark just for fun, haha I dropped the bar of soap and couldn't find it for like 5 minutes.

Procrastination...

I am so bad at procratinating! For example last monday night I procrastinated doing this thing for my teaching week all weekend and there for stayed up soooooo late monday night doing it. It didnt help that I'm also kind of a perfectionist. So now I have procrastinated writing this 6 page paper till today...why do I do this to myself?!?!

Feeling the love :)

I totally thought today was going to horrible day, was completely in that mind set. Then in the car on the way to seminary, the bishop (my ride to seminary) was playing some like church youth music. The one song was about the tender mercies of the lord, and how when your having a bad he can make you feel better, and I was thinking well gosh I sure need that. Looking back now I realize that I said a little prayer in my  mind and heart that he would help me to not have a sucky day...and he definitely blessed me with a tender mercy. Feeling the love :)

I love us!

Jenna and I decided that we are both going to get xboxes, and play modern warfair together! I can see it now....
Me: Jenna you just killed yourself... AWESOME!
Jenna: Did you see it, did you see it??? WASN'T IT SO AWESOME?! CAN I KILLYOU NOW?!?! 
Me: SURE!
BOOM!
Me: Now we are both dead...
Both of us: SWEET!!!!!

The next day... we actually decide to take it seriously... I kill Jenna by mistake...
Me: I'm sorry jenna!
Jenna:...
Me: jenna?????
Jenna:....

*door bell*

Me: Oh hey jenna! Wait how'd you get over here?

*Jenna shouting profanities while proceeding to try to kill me*

Jenna: Okay, I'm good now :)
Me: ...  love you too...

Break Through!

So I always find myself in those moments where I'm thinking I miss him. But I've come to the realization that I don't miss HIM. I miss being in love, and I mean honestly who wouldn't? But I also have to realize that he was my first love after all, so he will always be in a little piece of my heart, but he didn't take that little piece. I still have it; it just will forever belong to him. Though once I find that ONE, he might be able to win back that little piece. Who knows, well currently not me. I just need to relax and enjoy my life as it happens and not worry about the past or the future, because life doesn't have a rewind or fast forward button. I just gotta buckle up and enjoy the ride. And as far as boys go their are plenty of cute ones out there. :)

It really isn't that complicated...

Guys always complain that girls are soo complicated... but we really aren't... all we want is FOR YOU TO ACTUALLY TALK TO US!!!

So my conclusion is guys are just stupid...but we all already knew that.

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when I eat more then my two sixteen year old guy cousins....
Hahaha and that's because they barely ate anything... haha

Awkward moment of the day!

The awkward moment when... you want to talk to someone so bad, but you want them to text you first so you know they want to talk to you too. But they are a boy so that's never going to happen... :P

The great knowledge I get from my friends...

So on Tuesday I learned that there is boy crazy and then there is boy flirty. The difference being that if your boy crazy you chase the boys and if your boy flirty you let them chase you. Apparently I'm boy flirty, which sounds good to me because it sounds like less work ;)

Those moments...

Every now and then when that sad song comes on, my mind goes straight to you, and I'm reminded that why I may have gotten on with my life and you no longer a part of it, you still walked away holding a small piece of my heart.

My man! :)

First hair cut!

My sister said he wouldn't sit still, so its not perfect. Sounds just like him :)

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when... your walking down the hallway talking out the trash, and you see your underwear just lying on the floor in the middle of the hallway...

My man! :)

My little man is so cute! The little guy turned one yesterday. He is getting so big! He needs to stop!

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when...you are brushing your teeth and you get the hiccups. I have to say that is like one of the worst times to get them! :P

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when...you friend tells you your sneeze sounded like an exploding hamster... for the record I have like 50 different sneezes its weird...and apparently one of them sounds like an exploding hamster...HOW AWESOME IS THAT!? :D

I found someday!

I love that I can finally say I think I found the other side of someday :)

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when you think someone who never really talk to said hey to you on facebook so you say hey back and then you realize that it was from a month ago when you said hey first and had a conversation and that your phone was just being stupid and made it look like they had said hey again.... lml why am I such an awkward child?

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when... you realize that like no one actually reads your blog and then you blog about it...now that is awkward to the extremely!

Poor baby girl!

So my poor kitty (who hasn’t ever had any medical problems in her life!) in the past three days, has been to the vet twice. Why? Well the first time we find out a gland near her butt had ruptured and she has a HUGE cut on her butt from that and so we get antibiotics and pain medication for her. The second was because I woke up to her on the floor on her back having a seizure, like a human seizure! So we rush her to the vet. Turns out (totally unrelated to her gland problem) she is having seizures. So we get a seizure medication because they that’s all they can do because it’s to expansive (like $2,000 just to find out what going on!) to find out why she is having seizures. My poor baby!

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when...your friend is telling you about the fact that they need to pee. No names will be mentioned ;) hahaha

Guys...

You hate them,  but yet you still find you love them. Enough said. <3

All things in moderation!

Mexico is a blast! Don't get me wrong! But I'm starting my second week here and its starting to catch up to me. Yep, I'm feeling a bit home sick. I miss my bed, my kitties, my friends, being able to use my phone, but most of all I miss ENGLISH!!!!! Enough said. :P

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when you are sitting in church and can't understand anything.

Church in Mexico! It was cool, I just couldn't understand ANYTHING! It also took us like an hour to find the building. I knew what song we were singing by the tune, and almost all of sacrament meeting I was bored out of my mind, but it was nice to go to church. :)

Sisters, there is nothing better!

Wednesday I'm in the car with my sister eating cotton candy from Check E Cheese's and listening to funk! Now that is what I call an epic moment :)

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when....
You are told you are a bad girl for being "too huggy" and "even hugging boys!" hahahah :)


So I'm in young womens and we are all just talking waiting to get started and I'm talking to my friend Sophia and we are talking about how she thinks I'm a bad girl and so she says "she is just too huggy!" At which point I turn to my friend on the other side of me Kelsey and we are uhhh??? So then Sophia adds "I bet she even hugs boys!" At which point Kelsey and I start cracking up laughing! Love my life! :)

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when your friend a.k.a Miquelle :) asks you what you are watch on tv and you reply: 20 20 i feel like an old man! hahahahahaha its all good, because she loves me! :D

Bad eating habits?...

So my cat Sabrina tried to eat my sheet music today... I also found out my sister's cat Missy likes pita chips. That was quite interesting to watch. I think a trip to the vet might be in the near future...

One of Miquelle and I's favorite scriptures...

2 Nephi 9:34
Wo unto the liars, for he shall be trust down to hell.
Or as Miquelle says down to heck :)

Even fewer good young men...

I want one!!!! why can't there be more guys like Sammy or Jimmy!?!?! Don't guys know thats really what a girl wants. Oh well I guess they all just have to figure it out in their own time... just wish that was sooner than later!

Awkward moment of the day!

That awkward moment when your friend states whenever an awkward moment is happening. It didn't help that there where so many awkward moments that week...